OH GAWD i gotta get my Yogic ass in gear...

I crave Yoga and have been doing at least 5hrs/day since returning home. I want stillness and focus, NO MORE of this radical (dare I say ridiculous) "play". And to think, I almost went to Silks class today...with a gimp right hand?!

Instead I called a girlfriend who helped me with hindsight, and then took my dog (who I never see anymore) on a walk (as I couldn't fathom asking my stretchalicious legs to run), & had an epiphany during such:

I am not 19 anymore, nor a boy, so why in hell do i (sometimes) act like one? I don't get paid to stand on top of a cliff, look down and think "this could be it". But, I went with the flow of the 30 and under crowd, and found myself in such a sitch, when low and behold, i free associated to a kid i knew when I was 23; he was 19, and CRAZY- wrong source of inspiration!

Shit...More Yoga for now, hallelujah, More Yoga for now!

I am excited for school tomorrow. I need good folk in my life, so that the ruffians I tend to "push the envelope" with, aren't my only flock.

More YOGA! More Connection! More Internal Exploration!
Less Drama! Less Stress! Less Guilt!